幸福的颜色http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/en-USTue, 26 Aug 2008 12:44:51 GMTTue, 26 Aug 2008 12:44:51 GMTMicrosoft Spaces v1.1http://www.rssboard.org/rss-specification60-5125126732977707601b101051phttp://byfiles.storage.live.com/y1pXmODIk9oxAZxpFS1kRQMebsFV8U4tCPH7KOltMtoZGHQVTEukBU2SQhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2216.entry<div> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">得不到信任</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">受委屈</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>也不是第一次了</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">上一次</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">就真的差点在公司哭了出来</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>憋得好痛苦</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>这次没那么严重</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>但自己一直就是那种不爱解释</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">知道自己没错</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">就任由人去说的那种</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=2> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>不让我尊敬的人</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>我也不会去讨好他</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>只做自己该做的事</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>不要再而三地踩过界</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>井水不犯河水</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>我也不是好欺负的</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=2> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>可能有人会说：</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">“那么小事</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">怎么她发这么大的闷气”</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">不认识我</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">该不知道</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>我是计时炸弹</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">累计</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">然后突然爆发</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>很多人看我好像啥事都无所谓似的</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">很多事情</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">我真是无所谓的</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">就算生气</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">也真的是很快就气消</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>我没有在装大方</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">事发后</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">我是真的很容易原谅人的</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">但当我生气</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">就表示对方已经重蹈覆辙恩次了</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">容易郁闷</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">容易没事</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">是好是坏</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">不知道</span></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=2> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>不懂得哈拉是错</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>不愿意解释是错</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>不表现是错</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>静静做事更是大错特错</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=2> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>是不是一定要我嘻嘻哈哈</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>是不是要我当贴身侍从</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>是不是要我做每件事都敲锣打鼓</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>是不是要我报告每一步行踪</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=2> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>可不可以不要那么肤浅</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>可不可以看事情不要只看表面</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>受不了</font></span> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=2> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">呼</span><font face="Times New Roman">…</font><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">发泄完毕</span><font face="Times New Roman">…</font></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=2> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=2> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">原来</span><font face="Times New Roman"> ---</font></font></font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=2> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0" size=2>我一直不懂得保护自己</font></span></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e6%97%a0%e8%a8%80%e7%af%87&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2216.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2216.entrySat, 03 Nov 2007 11:20:34 GMT9blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2216/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2216.entry#comment2007-11-03T11:20:34Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2214.entry<div> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0" size=3></font><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">再次提醒了我</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">这种感觉</span></font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0">第二次了</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0">真的不好受</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">一直陪着</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">然后</span></font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0">突然有一天</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0"> </font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">消失</span><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0"> </font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0">为什么选择这个时候</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">当我觉得自己</span><span><font face="Times New Roman">  </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">已经失去好多</span></font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">我不知道</span><span lang=ZH-CN><font face="Times New Roman"> <span> </span></font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">自己还有什么可以失去的了</span></font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0"> </font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">突然</span><span><font face="Times New Roman">  </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">很空白</span></font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0">不知道该有怎样的情绪</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">无法想象</span><span><font face="Times New Roman">  </font></span><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">真正失去的感觉</span></font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0"> </font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font color="#7030a0"><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">或许</span><font face="Times New Roman">---</font></font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0"> </font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0">依赖</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#7030a0">一直是个错误</font></span> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0"> </font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font size=2><font face="Times New Roman" color="#7030a0"> </font> </font> <p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt"><font color="#7030a0" size=2><span lang=ZH-CN style="font-family:宋体">纪念1030</span></font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e5%a4%b1%e8%80%8c%e5%a4%8d%e5%be%97%e7%af%87&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2214.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2214.entrySat, 03 Nov 2007 06:45:12 GMT1blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2214/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2214.entry#comment2007-11-03T06:46:30Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2187.entry<div align=left><font color="#800080">没有必要讨论 到底他们有没有分开</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">一对曾经相爱的情侣</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">在他们身边还没有另一个伴的时候</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">他们还是会不小心躺在对方的肩膀</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">不小心为他拨好零乱的头发</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">甚至不小心手碰手 腿碰腿时</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">他们也不会像碰到其他朋友一样 会自动移开</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">这并不一定意味着他们还相爱</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">只是一切太熟悉 太自然 </font><font color="#800080">已经习惯了</font></div> <div align=left> </div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">----------</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">猜测/不信任他=怀疑你们之间的默契</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">有些事情发生就是发生了</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">无法装作没发生过</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">他曾经在意其他人喜欢你 曾经紧紧地拥着你</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">曾经跟你分担他的痛 曾经担心你一个人在外</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">有一天 当一切被推翻时</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">别害怕</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">至少</font><font color="#800080">那些曾经 都是真实的</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">----------</font></div> <div align=left> </div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">她在等啥</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">或许 她其实一直没有在等待一个结果</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">她只是享受他们之间的过程</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">分分合合 一直重复着</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">她没预想过结果会怎么样</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">好朋友</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">只是一个害怕对方有一天会离开自己的称号</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">也因为没有责任 没有压力</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">大家都不想被名义束缚 想继续任性</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">埃 这个年头 谁不缺安全感</font></div> <div align=left> </div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">-----------</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">一句“生日快乐”</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">可以是重要的符号</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">可以不足挂齿</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">谁不曾忘记过这重要的日子</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">真忘了 那又怎样</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">俩字形容他们的爱情--</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">不是“羡慕”</font></div> <div align=left><font color="#800080">是“无奈”</font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e3%80%8a%e7%94%9f%e6%97%a5%e5%bf%ab%e4%b9%90%e3%80%8b&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2187.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2187.entryThu, 22 Feb 2007 18:01:27 GMT5blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2187/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2187.entry#comment2007-02-22T18:01:27Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2179.entry<div>   <h4> <img src="http://us.f2.yahoofs.com/hkblog/H8cVmPyTABtvRqIU_0L/blog/ap_20070128014604171.jpg?ibGTJxFBNAbl7mGe"></h4> <div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div><img src="http://us.f2.yahoofs.com/hkblog/H8cVmPyTABtvRqIU_0L/blog/ap_20070128014553926.jpg?ibGTJxFB8coQzjNa"></div> <div> </div> <div>黑色的椅子,关闭的电脑,消失的水杯,蓝色的灯光,从厨房没有传来的自行车的声音,只有话筒 </div></div></div> <div> <div>和耳机的缠绕,还能感觉他在我的后面,不停用一只手指头敲击着键盘,熟悉的声音已经不存在.说出</div> <div>一些很不让人理解的中国话,最后学习到了一些有关表达离开的英文表达&quot;She is not in&quot; (forever)</div> <div>最后还唱了那首歌,我真的不知道这种事情发生多了会不会使人麻木不仁,不愿意说话了,反感自己,</div> <div>我希望我的离开可以有人同样这样,这种感伤不知道意味着什么,自己的幼稚可笑吗,总是以一个理想</div> <div>主义的身份幻想周围的人会长久,以为自己的一切可以和想象中的一样.</div> <div>&quot;耿耿耿洋洋洋&quot;</div> <div>&quot;不行,没戏&quot;</div> <div>那首歌真的很好听,不过当我接到国外电话的时候,我还是会给别人接听,你交的那些我不想用上!</div> <div>走好! </div> <div> </div> <div>                                                                                                           ---- youkar</div> <div>                                                                                                             1/28/2007 <h4>                                                                                                                &lt;LEV&gt;</h4></div></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+HaMmErInG+-EnD-&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2179.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2179.entryFri, 02 Feb 2007 04:52:28 GMT5blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2179/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2179.entry#comment2007-02-03T07:08:50Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2161.entry<div><font color="#800080">失恋体现出一个人的素质</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">想知道这个人是否就是你想找的</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">只要看他怎么应对失恋 就一目了然</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">当然 这只能是&quot;考题&quot;之一</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">有些人敲锣打鼓</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">有些人痛哭流涕</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">有些人报仇发泄</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">有些人怨天尤人</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">有些人暴饮暴食</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">有些人自寻短见</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">失恋 谁没试过</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">大家永远都会觉得自己的故事是全世界最精彩的</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">永远都觉得自己最痛苦 爱得最深</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">其实还有好多好惨的人</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">痛到说不出话来 又有谁知道</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">若选择逃避 那只是说明了你的思想还未成熟</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">若不检讨自己 那你只会重蹈复辙</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">爱情 不能用逻辑思维去剖析</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">也没有方程式让你解答问题</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">你只能跌跌撞撞 碰碰运气</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">有一天 你不小心变成了他的风筝</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">心中的气候完全由他掌控 阴晴不定</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">别害怕 因为你应该知道</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">只要你愿意 你是可以脱绑的</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">喜欢 不是占为己有</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">当然也不是成全</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">喜欢 是尊重彼此的意愿</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">着重点不是我们有没有在一起</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">而是我们俩快不快乐</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">今天或许很痛 但明天就会好起来了</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">昨天? 还想来干吗</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">好好享受今天</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">今天就是present ^_^</font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e5%a4%b1%e6%81%8b&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2161.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2161.entryTue, 24 Oct 2006 09:29:30 GMT11blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2161/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2161.entry#comment2006-10-24T09:59:40Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2155.entry<div><font color="#800080">那一刻</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">转过身 不回头</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">经已无法看着那个眼神</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">回想</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">重复了恩次的叮咛</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">公车上 滴 滴......</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div> <div><font color="#800080">恩 我还记得</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">我们的约定...</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div></div> <div><font color="#800080">没什么</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">纯粹纪念</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">那个清晨</font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e9%82%a3%e4%b8%aa%e6%b8%85%e6%99%a8&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2155.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2155.entryThu, 17 Aug 2006 02:05:10 GMT5blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2155/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2155.entry#comment2006-08-20T09:39:47Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2058.entry<div><font color="#800080">好久没写了</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">好多人都在complain</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">呵呵 其实还是挺开心的</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">有人看 证明有人关心 想知道我最近过得好不好</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">好多人都只看我写爱情的东西</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">这一篇不写爱情</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">“收视率”或许下滑 呵呵 没关系</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">毕业了</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">好多人写了好多感受</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">我想 毕业的感受来来去去不过如此吧</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">所以我也不写了</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">我还是那句话</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">还没决定要否留下来</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">无论如何 去留亦是离开了你们</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"> </font></div> <div><font color="#800080">所以这一篇 让你们来写吧</font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e5%8e%bb%e7%95%99+%e4%ba%a6%e6%98%af%e7%a6%bb%e5%bc%80&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2058.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2058.entryTue, 27 Jun 2006 10:26:16 GMT12blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2058/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!2058.entry#comment2006-06-27T10:31:59Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1850.entry<div><font color="#800080">为什么爱情电影里 其中一个一定要死啊~~~</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">为什么100年前 爱很简单</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">为什么一定要错过</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">为什么爱总是在觉悟后 已经静悄悄地离开了</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">老实说 不同种族抑或同志的爱情</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">对我来说 真的没有什么奇怪的感觉</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">毕竟只是电影嘛...</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">怎么还是会有人觉得不舒服</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">还有 或许很多人喜欢在电影里 看到抢新娘的画面</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">说实话 我不喜欢</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">怎么那么爱赌气</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">怎么会在决定结婚了后 才对另一个人心软</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">怎么总是要迫不得已 才愿意诚实</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">怎么觉悟总是太迟了</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">我想 或许主角们没有做错决定的话</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">我们就没戏看了吧 哈...</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">也或许 这就是现实的写照</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">谁敢说自己没有做过一个又一个愚蠢的决定呢</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">爱情什么时候开始变得复杂</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">每晚临睡前不经意想起的那个人 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">跟你出双入对的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">说会一辈子疼你的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">一直无条件保护你的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">说甜言蜜语的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">每天向你报告的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">担心你的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">会骂你的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">说“我一直爱着你”的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">存着他的短信的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">让你哭的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">最让你在意的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">跟你经历了很多的 不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">就算说“我喜欢你”的 也不是你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">哈...</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">或许他只是你男友的兄弟</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">在你和男友相遇前 暂时</font><font color="#800080">先替你男友照顾你</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">等时机到了 </font><font color="#800080">他就会把你交还给你男友</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">曾几何时 我也很在意</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">觉得成为一对情侣 理所当然要把话说清楚</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">就像电影里 一个牵手 一句“我喜欢你”</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">我们就是情侣了吗</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">哈 我一直不认同</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">但是突然喜欢上那种感觉</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">不言而喻的感觉</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">什么事都摆在桌上就不美丽了 呵呵</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">就一个动作 就一句话</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">你们就立刻明白了双方的意思</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">哈 好像很难哦 还得靠彼此的默契</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">现实里太难实现了</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">因为现实中 太多事情很难用最简单的想法去做定义</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">爱情电影里拍拖 始终容易一些 哈...</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">就像上次有位留学生说的</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">当她和男朋友在半年后重新相遇</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">他们对望后 就认定了对方是自己想守护一辈子的人</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">哈 这例子是夸张了点啦...</font></div> <div><font color="#800080"></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080">羡慕阿Giap 你们已经5年咯~</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">你们肯定也经历了许多风雨</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">到最后你们还是坚持了</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">谁敢说从一而终不是幸福的呢</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">我们这些漂泊的人 才孤独呢</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">最近喜欢张惠妹的《记得》</font></div> <div><font color="#800080">“我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后”</font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e7%88%b1%e6%83%85%e7%94%b5%e5%bd%b1&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1850.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1850.entryMon, 27 Mar 2006 08:51:13 GMT17blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1850/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1850.entry#comment2006-03-27T08:51:13Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1807.entry<div> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>诺贝尔文学奖得主萧伯纳说：“此时此刻在地球上，约有两万个人适合当你的人生伴侣，就看你先遇到哪一个，如果在第二个理想伴侣出现之前，你已经跟前一个人发展出相知相惜、互相信赖的深层关系，那后者就会变成你的好朋友，但是若你跟前一个人没有培养出深层关系，感情就容易动摇、变心，直到你与这些理想伴侣候选人的其中一位拥有稳固的深情，才是幸福的开始，漂泊的结束。”</font></span> <p><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">这个对于爱情的剖析</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我相信了</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">这一段话</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">也为我之前的困惑作了解释</span></font></font> <p><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">感觉</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">来去无踪</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">只要忠于自己当时的情感就足够了</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">有个朋友说</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">若你从来都没试过同时间喜欢上两个人</span></font></font> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>我可以为你鼓掌</font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我很肯定地回答了他</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我没有</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我的心也是瘦瘦的</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">一个时候只能容纳一个人</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">无可否认</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">会有不确定的时候</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">但那只是短暂的过渡期</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">星座书写</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">天秤座的人最爱搞暧昧</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">哈</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">对不起</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我不是这种人</span></font></font> <p><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">当你还是无法摆脱对他的牵挂</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">那就该想办法改变现状</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">当你已经不想再为他而苦恼的时候</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">悄悄离开吧</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">不需要坚持无聊的原则</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">让自己错过太多</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">前提是</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">要看双方对于这份情感的态度</span></font></font> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>爱情始终是双向的</font></span> <p><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>自己也不知道想怎样？</font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">通常我的建议是</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">到外面去走走吧</span></font></font> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>你还有一片森林</font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">到外面转一圈</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">无论你的结论是</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">原来他还是最好的</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">抑或原来外面还有很多选择</span></font></font> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>不都是好事吗</font></span> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2></font></span>  <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>尤其是女生 很多女生总是周旋在几个追求者之中</font></span> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>在他们之中选一个作伴侣 仿佛他们之中 一定有一个是合适的</font></span> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>其实说起来 不是你在做选择了</font></span> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>何必让自己的视线局限在他们之中</font></span> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>女生其实也有自主权</font></span> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>我们也可以选择自己喜欢的对象</font></span> <p><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">在两万个适合当你的人生伴侣的人之中</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">遇见了一个他</span></font></font> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>你们的这份情感难道还不值得珍惜吗</font></span> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>不知道谁才是对的人</font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">无所谓</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">时间可以证明一切</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">只要懂得珍惜眼前的他</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">那就足够了</span></font></font> <p><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span><span lang=EN-US> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">要知道</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">坚持</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">是冒险的</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">放手</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">也是冒险的</span></font></font> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>既然生命就是场赌注</font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">想通了这道理</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我们也学会不再那么执著</span></font></font> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>人也就自然会开朗起来</font></span> <p><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">有些人很不幸</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">在同时间遇上了两个或更多</span></font></font> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>面临痛苦的抉择</font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">这就是为啥大家都说</span><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman">timing</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">在爱情里是很重要的</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">该如何选择</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">当然也没人帮得了忙</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">其实很多时候</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">自己心中已经有了决定的</span></font></font> <p><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>只是很多人都不敢改变现状而已</font></span> <p><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我们永远都不知道</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">谁才是生命中的最后一个</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">如果不懂得珍惜</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">无论换了几个伴侣</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">到最后还是会孤独的</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">在另一个朋友身上学会了 必须先懂得付出</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">不愿付出 就不必指望会得到什么</span></font></font> <p><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">在爱情里</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我不是幸运儿</span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">但我始终相信</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">爱情是美丽的</span><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></font></font> <p><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">这是我唯一的信仰</span><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman"> ^_^</font></span></font></font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e6%88%91+%e5%be%97%e5%88%b0%e4%ba%86%e7%ad%94%e6%a1%88&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1807.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1807.entryThu, 23 Feb 2006 14:44:52 GMT9blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1807/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1807.entry#comment2006-02-23T16:09:41Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1343.entry<div> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">昨晚总算明白了为啥</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">身边比我小的女生们</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">都恨嫁</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">呵呵</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>跟朋友说过自己有婚姻恐惧症</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">呵呵</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">或许也只是我夸大了吧</span></font></font> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>我只是对它有点害怕</font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>就像我们对其他事情害怕一样</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">害怕考试</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">害怕应征</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">害怕毕业</span></font></font> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>为啥害怕</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">也就因为对它的期望太高</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">把它想象得太美丽</span></font></font> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>害怕自己失望</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">当然</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">这种害怕也不至于让我不敢结婚啦</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>就像之前跟男友分开后</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我问女儿：你说</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">可不可以不再拍拖啊</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">她说：不可能啦</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">不要乱乱想</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">哈</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">是的</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">怎么可能</span></font></font> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>我也是把爱情想象得太美丽</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">以至于碰到钉子的时候</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">才开始发现</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">爱情</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">只不过是如此而已</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">害怕拍拖</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">当然也不会阻止我再次拍拖</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">现在已经走出来了</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">其实也很庆幸</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">上一段感情</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">让我把爱情看得比较清楚</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我的经历太少了</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">妈也觉得我太单纯</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">不知道耶</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">有时候我会想很多</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">但是</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我知道</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我是一个要求很简单的人</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>“不要想太多，想太多有什么用？”</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">嗯</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">其实也对啦</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">说实话</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">很多幸福的人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">不都因为没有想太多吗</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">有些人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">就因为一直想一直想</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">到最后</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">就只能落得一场空</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">爱情这东西</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">其实也不容许我们想太多</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">因为它没有方程式</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我们根本无从计算</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">没有想太多的人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">当然不一定幸福</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">但是想太多的人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">肯定会错过很多</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">其实</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">总是很羡慕年轻夫妇</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">既然选定了一个人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">可以早一点跟他一起生活</span></font></font> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>那不是很好吗</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">当然</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">相见容易相处难</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">在一起</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">就要面临很多问题</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">但是</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">以后你会发现在你工作得很累</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">压力很大的时候</span></font></font> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>总会希望身边有个人来陪着你</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">当你有成就的时候</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">也会希望有人来跟你分享</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">没有了这个人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">生活就少了很多色彩</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>我很赞成那句“人生无常”</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">我是那种抱着</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">每天都可能是最后一天的观念的</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">一生人没结过婚</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">多遗憾啊</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>想起很多男生朋友跟我说</font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>结婚和拍拖对象很大可能性不是同一个人</font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>他们不一定会跟最爱的人结婚</font></span> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">嗯</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">渐渐地</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我想</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我开始了解你们的想法了</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">说实话</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我真的不介意自己是否是他的最爱</span></font></font> <p style=""><font size=2><font color="#800080"><span style="font-family:宋体">只要我在他的生命中</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">是最后一个就好了</span></font></font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e8%b0%88%e5%a9%9a%e8%ae%ba%e5%ab%81&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1343.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1343.entrySat, 21 Jan 2006 06:21:35 GMT4blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1343/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1343.entry#comment2006-01-21T06:21:35Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1313.entry<div> <div> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">当你对他已经没有感觉 </span><span style="font-family:宋体">是否意味着你已经否决了你一直以来的深情</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">当你和他见面却想着另一个他 </span><span style="font-family:宋体">是否意味着你背叛了他</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">当你已经不再保留他的短信 </span><span style="font-family:宋体">是否意味着你是无情的人</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">当你发现心里已经容不下别人 </span><span style="font-family:宋体">是否意味着你其实称不上有爱人的能力</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">怎样才算有情</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">怎样才算无情</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">害怕爱情故事</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">一直在重复着</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">循环着</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">他想你</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">你想另一个他</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">另一个他想她</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">有时候只差一步</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">你就跟他白头偕老了</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">偏偏出现了状况</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">你们分开了</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">接着你又会遇到别人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">再次喜欢上另一个人</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">在你的爱情故事里面</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">只有你自己是主角</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">不同的时段</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">有不同的配角出现</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">寻寻觅觅</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">你会开始迷糊</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">到底要找的</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">是一个合适的人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">还是一种感觉</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">因为这样</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">你开始怀疑自己不懂爱</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">以前你一直以为爱情</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">不是像连续剧里面的男女主角这样</span></font></font> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>换了一个又一个的</font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">以为找到了一个很喜欢的人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">你就可以跟他长长久久的</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">怎知会有那么一天</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">你也变成了戏里的角色</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">这样的你</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">算是很轻易就喜欢上人吗</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">在不同的时候</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">喜欢上不同的人</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">你还可以称得上专一吗</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>是还没遇上对的人吧</font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">可是</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">对的人又怎么去定义</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">也或许应该想得现实一点</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">爱情需要的不就是天时</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">地利</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">人和嘛</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">突然发现自己一直都是配角</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">徘徊在十字路口</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">有人说</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">别站在路中间</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">很危险</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">来来往往的车辆</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">其实我都看见了</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">左闪右躲</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">有时甚至不小心弄伤了</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">前面的路很暗</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">后面的路又退不了</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">不再想这么多</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">我一直跟着感觉走</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">走着走着</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">突然发现有些感觉</span><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">可以一直停留在你肩膀上陪着你</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">很久很久</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">走了好长一段路</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">有时觉得累了</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">试着扫一扫肩膀</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">它还是坚持留了下来</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">很奇怪</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">这次它怎么逗留了那么久</span></font></font> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>原来它早已经告诉了我答案</font></span> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>爱情就是这样吧</font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">很多感觉无法用三言两语说清</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">很多举动都是自己无意识中做出来的</span></font></font> <p style=""><span style="font-family:宋体"><font color="#800080" size=2>下一个他</font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">我想</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体">只管疼他就行了</span><span lang=EN-US><font face="Times New Roman"> ^_^</font></span></font></font></div></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e5%88%9a%e5%a5%bd%e4%b8%80%e5%91%a8%e5%b9%b4&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1313.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1313.entryFri, 13 Jan 2006 19:12:21 GMT6blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1313/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1313.entry#comment2006-01-13T19:12:21Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1309.entry<div><font color="#800080" size=2>很多人都爱吃巧克力</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>很多人都觉得巧克力很好吃</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>甜的 苦的</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>若舍不得吃 一直留着</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>就不可能知道它到底是啥味道</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>若长久搁着 它就会坏</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>到最后 只能丢进垃圾桶</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>巧克力始终会被吃完</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>但起码</font><font color="#800080" size=2>尝过了它的味道</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>无论好不好吃 都会心甘情愿</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2></font> </div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>吃过巧克力的人 说巧克力苦中带甜</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>只要你懂得怎么去细细品味</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>它就会很好吃</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>没有吃过巧克力的人</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>说没有巧克力也可以过日子</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>当然...在这世界上</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>除了那些氧气 水等 基本条件以外</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>没有了任何东西</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>都还可以存活下去的</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>只是这些人就永远不知道</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>巧克力的味道</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>不是想象得出来的</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>只有吃过巧克力的人</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>才可以说自己已经知道了</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>到底什么才是真正的----</font></div> <div><font color="#800080" size=2>巧克力</font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e5%b7%a7%e5%85%8b%e5%8a%9b&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1309.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1309.entryWed, 04 Jan 2006 12:15:10 GMT4blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1309/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1309.entry#comment2006-01-04T12:15:10Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1303.entry<div> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">前天</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">上了人生中的最后一堂课</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">是一个</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">一直以来</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">都不能让我尊敬的老师的课</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">她是我见过</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">最口不择言的老师</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">那天去上课的时候</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">心里一直跟自己说：</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">“最后一堂课了”“最后一堂课了”</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">故意提早出门</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">从宿舍走到教室</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">脚步很沉重</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">走得很慢很慢</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">突然发现 校园好美呀~</span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">上课前</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">例牌点名</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">也是我和雪丽这两年来</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">最不爽的其中一个环节</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">从来没有老师点我们的名！</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">从来没有被当作同班的</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">感觉很难受</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">当留学生</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">当然</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">我们享尽了很多好处</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">可是</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">身份始终是“外国人”</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">不可能跟其他本国生一样</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">被一视同仁的对待</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">比较享受当少数民族</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">还是当当地人？</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">哈</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">…</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">太难选择了</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">一直以来都是</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">…</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">无论身处何方</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">和想象中一样</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">她还是说了一大堆人生道理</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">在这儿</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">没有要批评她的意思</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">在那堂课</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">我得到了挺多的</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">最让我印象深刻的是</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">她说：</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">“女生不要一直做梦</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">想要房子</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">车子</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">或男人</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">这些东西都不能给你什么保证</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">你们现在需要做的</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">只有</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">读多多书！”</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">是的</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">肚子里没墨水</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">没有条件</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">怎么还一直想要找男友</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">很有意思</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">说实话</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">以前的我也没有翻书的习惯</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">是被铭影响的</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">还好</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">…</font></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">要不然</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">或许到了今天</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">我还不能领悟</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">书</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">能够让我得到很多很多</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">老师说着说着</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">眼眶开始泛泪</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">嘴巴硬的人 始终是人</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">心肠依然是软的？</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">嗯</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">…</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">或许吧</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">下了课</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">其实原本想跟女儿他们吃饭的</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">谁知</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">他们竟然提早下课了</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">…</font></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">有点遗憾</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">平时他们一直找我去食堂吃饭</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">我都没课</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">今天却</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">…</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">唉</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">…</font></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">为什么上天总是很喜欢让我们人生中不断有小遗憾</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">真讨厌</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">人生中的最后一堂课</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">就这样悄悄地过去了</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">…</font></span></font></font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e6%9c%80%e5%90%8e%e4%b8%80%e5%a0%82%e8%af%be&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=b101051p.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=b101051p">http://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1303.entry#commenthttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1303.entryFri, 30 Dec 2005 14:40:07 GMT5blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1303/comments/feed.rsshttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1303.entry#comment2005-12-30T14:40:07Zhttp://b101051p.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!B8DFE463F40165AF!1302.entry<div> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">今天</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">是我的小解脱</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">搞定了最后一份作业</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">这学期总算可以做个总结了</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">前几天一直在赶这份作业</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">每天熬夜</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">今天终于可以“轻轻松松”</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">过了很有意思的一天</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">今天我们拍新年</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">mv</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">去了</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">酷吧</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">呵呵</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">前几个月</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">我们有了这念头</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">一直边说边狂笑</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">还以为实现不了的呢</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">开心</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">呵呵</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">明天我们还继续拍摄</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">过后顺便吃饭庆祝元旦</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">元旦的这份礼物很有意思</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">这个元旦真不平凡</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">~ ^_^</font></span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">我们还有一个小小的愿望</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">就是希望在毕业之前</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">可以录制一张专辑</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">里头都是我们的歌声</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">哈</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">这个好像比较难实现</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">还是很期待</span><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman">~</font></span></font></font> <p style=""><span lang=EN-US style=""><font face="Times New Roman" color="#800080" size=2> </font></span> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">不知道为什么</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">来了异国</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">突然有那么多演出</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">比赛和其他节目</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">可能以前在大马太被动了吧</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">也可能因为这里没人认识</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">就算是参加比赛也没有顾虑很多</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">其实也有一个小念头</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">就是想让更多人认识马来西亚人啦</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">要不是我们的主动</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">会有那么多人知道</span><span lang=EN-US style=""></span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">原来大马人可以把汉语说得那么好吗</span><span style=""><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体">呵呵</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"></span></font></font>  <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">为啥我称今天为小解脱</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">因为大问题还为解决啊 烦~</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">就是实习和论文啊...</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"></span></font></font>  <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">实习 想在北京</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">他们都说回国前 最好先找好</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">可是 我的简历都还没写呢...</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">论文 还没找指导老师讨论</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">二月尾就得完成提纲了</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">其实基本上 下学期不会是闲着的</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">虽然不上课 但得写论文和实习</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">直到6月尾的毕业典礼...</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"></span></font></font>  <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">有点担心7号回家会来不及搞定全部事情噢...</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">但还是很想飞奔到我的避风港去~ ^_^</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">回家前的我 好像还有不少任务</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">买东西回家 收拾 领成绩单 找论文指导老师 找实习等</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">噢 还有 帮川杰拍摄 哈 很不好意思 好像拖了很久</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">我想 回国前肯定可以帮上忙的</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">虽然不知道你要拍啥 但我看得出来</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">这东西对你来说很重要</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体"></span></font></font>  <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">想到这里 不禁捏了一把冷汗 透不过气来</span></font></font> <p style=""><font color="#800080"><font size=2><span style="font-family:宋体">但...任性的我 还是决定 轻轻松松地过了元旦 再来烦 ^_^</span></font></font></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-5125126732977707601&page=RSS%3a+%e5%b0%8f%e8%a7%a3%e8%84%b1&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img 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